Me the stupid me

I hate perineum!!!!

hate it hate it hate it..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

:'(

after 3 hours doing this stupid perineum that seemed to last forever, i feel am reading it for the first time...

its like i never studied it b4,,,it sucks.

and u know wt?? I can't solve ANY of the questions about it either!!!

my final exam is 2moro and its 12:10 am...i still need to do embryology:-(but i can't go farther if i don't know a thing in this stupid peice of garbage:-(

the finals are my only hope to not sink in human structure ocean,,,but now....i think the result is clear:'''(

Me the stupid me

Where is the problem??

since i moved to so7ar, and my grades are going down and down!!! Damn i can't get more than 80% in human structure!!!
its not a mistake..its 80 not 90!!!
i hate it...

this quiz was the easiest, the easiest, and the easiest... but i messed up a lot and a lot!!!
i know that i didnt prepare well for it...
i just didnt want to study!

i lost interest in studying despite the fact that i havent been studying a lot in the past couple of years!
i dnt think am no longer interested in medicine,,cz i am....but i just want to go away from everything around me.

and its not about the environment in so7ar that made me fell like that cz i've been wishing to study and move here since i was a kid..

its just sad..i pitty myself...and i dnt seem to be able to fix it.

Where is the problem??