I don't deserve to be loved!!!I have a dark past and its hunting me!! and no matter what i do, and whenever i think i've passed it, something just appears in front of me that destroys everything i've been trying to build:-(
I strongly need to forget...
I wish i can throw everything behind...
for years, i beleived that one's past is part of who you are.. I beleived that the past helps you to become the person you are right now,,
I never regreted my mistakes coz I wouldn't be the same person I am right now without them..untill now:-(
I dnt know...when i do them, they just feel right at that time,,i think this is natural,,that's why i dnt regret them because they were nice then and gave me a good feeling and meant something.. and wen they turn on to be bad,,then just try to correct, forget them and move on...
but, wt to do wen it just start chasing u??!!!
wallah i regret it now..a lot..
i just want to live in peace!!!
but wen that thing that runs behind u is loyality!!!
smthing u never kept,,and it is keeping u...
God how much i dislike myself:-S
I dnt deserve to be loved...at all!!
