Is it too much to ask for a little bit of understanding to my mental status now?!!!!!!I don't want your sympathy! I don't want your pity! I don't want you to freaking tell me "come ooooon, it's the truth"! you think I don't know the truth???!!! Or worse "you brought it on yourself"!!! #ShootMe
lie to me!
I am serious..lie to me!
am not stupid, I can tell that you are lying and you know that I understand that clearly...so why not?! It's definitely better than the ugly truth!
For the first time in my life, I can't be happy.. I can't "feel" happy.. or pretend that everything is going to turn out "just" great because it effin' isn't! I am drowned into a deep state of depression that writing here is all I have left!
If you are not going to make me "feel" happy, don't bother talking! Don't make it worse! You awe me, at least, this much.
