It's a ranting session. Don't read if you are not interested!
"I don't care!"
It's a lie. It's a lie that I keep telling myself. And no matter how ignorant I try to be, no matter how many "whatever moments" I show to others, I still do. I can't sleep at night. I can't focus in class. I can't stay up to date with my friends. And I can't keep pretending that I don't care even if that is all I feel!!!!
But deep inside, I do. And it's driving me crazy.
I just lost my drive. I don't feel like going on anymore. I need a freaking break!!!!
I hate whatever is making me feel this way. Stupid!
